One of the things I'm noticing in my trans journey is my chest growth. It's weird; after eating healthier, I've noticed it has amplified. This is a very euphoric moment for me, but it doesn't come without irritation. It's starting to heat up, and oh boy, those girls inside a bra, it's just sweaty. But that's a good thing because it means there's progress. Sore in the area for sure, as the growth continues. But this is one of the things that trans people go through—trans women and other trans people—because it's like a second puberty. But I will make it through.
I tried looking at different bras today because I think I'm going to need to buy some new ones soon. It's crazy because my wife bought my first bras for me. Going to that section, there are so many choices. Definitely overwhelming. I'll have to do research and learn more about them. These are things I did not learn because I was raised as a boy. Even though I am a woman, I was raised as a boy and a man, and that's how I lived most of my life. But I am a woman, I am trans, and I am proud of that.
So I'm having to learn these things, even having to learn makeup myself, and having people give me tips. It's kind of like a child in a candy store because these are moments that maybe you would learn as a kid with your parent growing up. But since I didn't get that experience, I'm glad that I have a wife who supports me through this and helps me with what I need. 🌸👗
Much love,
Maddi
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